daily.

2012-01-26T21:36:00.005+08:00

today, im gonna talk about gift.

yes gift. a gift from god, a special friend cum sister,

Siti Nurfaezah Reza Ramdaniah Samidi.

many people say, friends come and go as you meet new people along the way.

i kinda agree though.

you made new friends along the way, as life goes on, you forget the old ones.

i met this Miss at sentosa, my first part-time job, a photographer.

at first, i don't even dare talking to her cause her face shows everything.

but this woman, we share the same interest, took care of me even during her off days.

she came all the way to sentosa from bukit gombak, on her off day just to visit.

i thank god, for having her in my life, who guides me along the way.

pull me back into the right track,

giving me countless advises on relationship, friendship, family and religious stuff.

if its not because of her, i wouldn't be interested in all these.

if its not because of her, asking me to stay strong each time i faced my ex,

i would have broke down into tears each time i faced him.

if its not because of her advises on relationships,

i wouldn't get the lesson learnt being with different person.

if its not because of her, who taught me to endure in these shits,

i would have gave up on school, relationships, family.

if its not because of her who advise me not to get close with certain people,

i would have already be a bad girl by now as the influence was too huge.

if its not because of her who taught me bits and pieces of wonderful Islam,

i wouldn't have prayed by now.

if its not because of her who emphasize in every prayer times,

i would ignore each time the Adhan played in the radio.

if its not because of her taking care of me when im sick, sent me home by the doorstep,

i would have already fainted somewhere.

if its not because of her to ask me to chin up,

i would havve already be a weak girl crying for daddy.

easy said, if its isnt because of her,

i wouldnt have stick to Sentosa for 9 months.

i never felt having a big sister before. she took care of me as if im a baby sister.

her sacrifices are so big that i don't know how to repay till now.

faezah, you're a true sister.

she never fail to ask me how am i.

never fail to brighten up my day even if im too sick to laugh.

never fail to make me thank god so much on having her in my life.

alhamdulillah.

i can't stop tearing talking about her.

i can go on for hours talking about what sacrifices she made for me,

like paying for my cab fare,

sending me home all the way to my front door,
she'll go off after seeing me unlocking the door.

bringing me food and drinks whenever im working.

telling me everything's gonna be okay, when im stucked with shits.

now, i know who's my real friend, real sister.

alhamdulillah, im given a special sister like you. my best present ever.

i love you kak daniah :)

(btw she hates people call her daniah :P)

Thank You.

2012-01-17T22:12:00.003+08:00

hi, i guess i've left my blog ever since im in Chiang Rai.

and its been dusty for more than a month now! heheh. sorry.

okay, first of all, as you guys know, i went Chiang Rai for two weeks.

and i found the love of my life.

this boy here, the name's Abi ♥

seeing him soothes all my worries, looking at him shouting jumping,

and falling on his cute butt, really made me smile.

looking at him running towards me, listening to him "KAPPPP"

and raises his hands as high as he can...

its just super cute :)

and somehow, i do fall a lil bit for this thai guy.

he's Win.

c'mon, for two weeks, all you see is him, and the rest,

like everyday. hahahahaha.

but the sad thing is, i got to know he likes me the day i return to Singapore.

if only i knew earlier, i would have hugged him.

so we went to do our volunteer stuffs there,

such as teaching the kids. its a heartache talking to them.

you know, primary school kids? furthermore, i just embarrassed myself two days straight.

worst still, they laughed at me. :(

thats what i did in the morning/afternoon.

but its a totally different purpose when it hits 11pm.

of course, sneak-outs and stuffs.

went to their pubs, night markets..

they have plenty of transsexuals there, eh?

its like overflowing! everywhere you see is just full of them.

so this, the boys that i spend my two weeks with.

Bon, Iskandar, Rahman, Derick & Fendy.

well, there's more. but they're the closest as we live just opposite each other.

went for their christmas party.

wasnt really that blasssstttttttt like how i thought it will be though.

and here, we visited the Golden Triangle.

which we can see three countries. Laos, China, Vietnam.

my two weeks holiday is really well spent with them.

of course, i'll go back there one day.

till then!

ooooooh anyway,

happy 22nd birthday brother!

2011-12-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

its been a month since i last update my blog..
been real busy with exams.

Hi bangkok! :)

2011-11-18T20:15:00.003+08:00

my UT so close to each other. >.<

and yes, finally, i have quit H&M!!

2011-11-02T00:30:00.002+08:00

Halloween with the boy is great. Even if its just the two of us. ♥

Could be even fun if there's three of them around.

Nevertheless, I could spend the whole night with him.

& of course its a privilege for him as he got to irritate me all night.

But I still love you though.

♥ you aiman.

2011-10-30T18:00:00.001+08:00

hi, look at us, we're really damn late for the theatre, and we still can take photos :)

love you babe though you cause me to be late too.

2011-10-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

today's my father's 52nd birthday.

reminiscence brought back to how we celebrated his last birthday on earth.

birthday celebration at Grand Hyatt Hotel on the 27th October 2006.

that's five years back, and i can vividly remember how things goes on that day.

you were surprised because the birthday song isn't the normal birthday song.

the staffs, chefs and managers were there with cakes and italian sodas,

and you were looking up & said "warm water please?"

i miss you daddy.

i hope yassin and al-fatihah we gave you is adequate for your birthday gifts.

i miss you ayah.

i really miss you :'(

2011-10-14T12:52:00.002+08:00

as i see you, im disgusted.

2011-10-12T21:32:00.004+08:00

my best girlfriend turns 17 today.

happy birthday, babygirl.

i really miss you, i miss the times that we laughed, cried & gets insane together.

i miss the time we on the phone gossiping, talking about stuffs & shits.

i miss the movie marathon over my house, and the overnight bbq.

i miss everything, nurfatin liyana binte razali.

nobody can replace sucha sweetie like you.

see you on saturday, baby.

2011-10-07T20:52:00.001+08:00

HELLLLLUUUUUU :>
So yeah, school started like 3 days ago?
it wasn’t as exciting and as fun as my first semester class. Really, I miss W24N.

you know, that awkward moment when taking pichas, all of ‘em are literally looking at me?
Its really scary when they are staring blankly at you while you’re having fun.
and its a normal thing for W24N to take pichas of themselves then post it on facebook.
but here, I feel likka alien. Maybe they are not used to the “atmosphere” yet?

And just now, we had Creative Concepts. Basically, it’s a fun module.
we are able to read a person whether they are bossy/kind etc. via their behaviour.

COOL HUH?! HAHAHAHAHA.

Well gotta go. Needa do my homework :B

2011-09-25T20:21:00.009+08:00

hello readers!
yes, i went bangkok early this week & hell yeah its fun. :)

first & foremost,
thank you bigboy for waking up extra early in the morning just to send me off,
though it wasnt you who initiate it, but still thank you.
though you're late and still can text me "i haven't bathe, how? :("
and though you're supposed to pick me up at my house, last last kat mrt. but still.
and thank you also for not replying my wallpost ah! alermaaaaak. hehe.

can you see how big your eyes is compared to mine.
im seriously jealous. period. hahahahahaha!!

since we reached 45 minutes early, went to had our breakfast in burger king.
actually only him uh. he perut babi what.

so he went off after i check-in, and im with these two idiottttttttz. hehe.
meet akid!
and azerlehhhhh!
basically we are like going on a holiday with just the three of us? hahaha! but its not.
here, i made a new friend! she's amira, my roommate :)
and this is the four of us. the two gorgeous with two idiotz. :P
first we went, Siam Niramit.
its the biggest awesome musical show, and the fooooooooooood is AROI! (delicious in thai)
day 2, went to chulalongkorn, and we had fun playing the mong and gong yau.
its a tradition thing for them to play this instrument for the guys side to merisik the girl.
they'll keep playing and playing until the girl says yes.
then we went to silpakorn.
damnit its super boring & furthermore im waiting for the clock to reach 5pm
cause.. we gonna go MBK! :)
and here we are at MBK! shoppppppppppp!
so i bought 6 bags, 3 shoes, 1 polo tee, 2 shirts, 5 boxers, 3 hairbands and starbucks! :P
but its all for my family though.
and after that, went to sushi restaurant to had our dinner there :)
the shopping time, is never enough :/
but at least i have bought everything for my family first.
and i still keep the traditional way of thinking, family first.
the next day, went to Royal Grand Palace. its a hot day, and i have no single mood.
i dont even wanna take photos but this girl here, always force me to. :)
so after a long day in both the palace and musuem, went to cruise for dinner!
yeah, my first time having dinner on cruise.
the food is really nice & tempting yet they serve pork. :(
so i just ate vegetarian popiah & mango salad. :((
the fun thing about the cruise, a stupid idea came from one of my friends is to dance there.
and faci was like, "if i go, all of you go?" we agreed assuming that he wont go.
skali he go sia! and there he is, dancing i dont know what.

i swear these two facis is the best faci. even better than jimmy!
they're like awesome man, awesomez.
the next day, went to singburi, and played their instruments.
its super funnnnnnnn. and i received a flute as a souvenir. :)
5th day, we went to the sakraew home for the orphanage.
its really, really making me cry like !@#$%^&*()<>?:"
azly and the girls.

me and my favourite girl. she's really attached to me and that makes me really really sad. and so, after that, off we go to the airport.
i kinda like my photo with danial here. like mataheyyyyyy. but no!
and here is PONG. the photographer in bangkok :D
oh ya, i made this myself :>
click on my picture here (down here) to view more photography in bangkok.

its a nice experience over there, except for the flooding and supernatural stuffs.
i should bring my family there one day.
till then :>

2011-09-25T14:26:00.007+08:00

Just read this, it will make a difference. If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth,
- Kiss her.

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you,
- Grab her and don't let go.

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,
- Kiss her and tell her you love her.

When she's quiet,
- Ask her whats wrong.

When she ignores you,
- Give her your attention.

When she pulls away,
- Pull her back.

When you see her at her worst,
- Tell her she's beautiful.

When you see her start crying,
- Just hold her and don't say a word.

When you see her walking,
- Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

When she's scared,
- Protect her.

When she steals your favorite hoodie,
- Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

When she teases you,
- Tease her back and make her laugh.

When she doesn't answer for a long time,
- Reassure her that everything is okay.

When she looks at you with doubt,
- Back yourself up.

When she says that she loves you,
- She really does more than you can understand.

When she grabs at your hands,
- Hold her's and play with her fingers.

When she bumps into you,
- Bump into her back and make her laugh.

When she tells you a secret,
- Keep it safe and untold.

When she looks at you in your eyes,
- Dont look away until she does.

When she says it's over,
- She still wants you to be hers.

When she post this,
- She wants you to read it.

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

When she's mad,

- hug her tight and don't let go.
- When she says she's ok,

- don't believe it, talk with her because 10 years later she'll remember you.
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad,

- hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: “Whose ass am i kicking, baby?”
:')

2011-09-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

so i received a formspring question from anonymous.
this got me thinking real hard.

in that question (which was mark as spam by idk who),
says that alot dont like me cause i never did a good deed with people around me,
and thats why the guy that i like even doesnt want me now.

in the first place, alot hate me?
first thing in my mind, this must be somebody who hates me.
whoah, i have haters? well, keep hating cause you guys just bring me up :)

i never did good deeds? well maybe just at you. :)
i don't remember making enemies this year.
the last was me and razi? which eventually things are sorted out?
who are you eh? got me thinking..
but its okay, part tak buat baik dengan orang kelakar sikit ah sis/brah.

lain la macam kau, tak pernah jaga tepi kain sendiri.
selalu kaypoh. bertaubatlah, kak/bang..
and part lelaki yang aku suke.. ahh, tu sape eh?
how come kau boleh tahu sape aku suke bila aku tak pernah declare ape ape?

aku pernah cakap ke?
and fyi, im still in love with my first boyfriend.
and if you said that he doesnt even want me, then imma ask him for you k?
love you for sharing my fortune in my formspring.
didnt know you're one great fortune teller.

till then.
bby will be sending me off tmr :]

2011-09-15T21:08:00.010+08:00

helllllluuuuuuuuuu. :)

so few days ago, went on behalf of my brother to "merisik" his girlfriend.

merisik is a malay term of proposing.

so its my first time seeing this & its kinda.. confusing?
my dad's side & my mum's side were present,
so one insist of following the java style &
the other insist of following the traditional malay style.
my brother must be somebody cause both parties are fighting over it.
but i won't elaborate more on that part cause its... omg.

so right after that, proceed to my aunt's place to celebrate bbygirl's birthday.
as per normal, this girl here is a no. 1 fan of angry bird.
and i NEVER teach her how to play that eh.
(she didnt realised that there's two names on the cake)

see this happy girl. happy 4th birthday sayang (:
she was really happy when she knows we're celebrating her birthday.
so she give different poses for the camera.
and after we told her to wait for her cousin in order to cut the cake together,
she almost cried. freaking selfish girl. hahaha.
she doesn't want to share her birthday cake with anyone.
this picture below here, she wanted to push him away, but was scolded by her mum :P
my cousins from mum's side.
natalya sheperdson (yes anak mat salleh), nur emiliana, ME, nur nadhrah.
that one my nenek and my second brother!!

so after everything's done, she went back my house.
and this is her playing angry bird on my brother's ipod.
there's so many ways of her playing angry bird.
stand la, sit la, sleep la, tiarap la. cutezzz bby.

till then,
gotta pack my luggageeeeee! :]

2011-09-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

i just need you to be my first and last, thats all i ever wanted.

2011-09-10T01:06:00.004+08:00

"Give me a B! Give me an A! Give me a B! Give me a Y! whats that called?! BABY!!

boooooo! hehe. bby tkt kan syg? hehehe. dont worry baby, im here. :)

bby i know ur bz with ur work bt its okay. at least we get to talk and msg even for awhile.

hearing ur voice or even ur message. can totally change my day syg.

yeah i miss u, i miss hugging u, i miss kissing u, i miss all the fun times togethe bt its okay.

as long as i know u love me, i'll be fine. syg, just take care of urself at work.

bby, bsk gi johor jage diri kay syg? takmo naughty2 tau! i love u bby! gdnight!"

what about now?

does my voice irritates you? does my message makes you feel like throwing your phone?

do you miss me? do i still made your day?

do my tears irritates you now?

thinking back the times where you posted on my wall,
"Hi bby , i'm right infront of u and i'm guessing a stupid song you are trying to mimid"

"Saturday you're mine!"

and when you miss me, you posted on my wall, "I miss u stupid! hehe."

and when you want that guy to know im yours, you commented,
"Fuck off dude ! She's mine!"

its really hurts so much, when i spend my whole time thinking & wasting my tears on the wish.

but i don't even get a respond. we can't celebrate? oh okay.

i miss you, and i really miss us, the old us.

i know i made a mistake, i made the wrong move.

but why can't we turn it back?

i forgave you for what you'd done to me, but why cant you?

is it a huge sin by just forgetting and continue it? hais..

just so you know, i still do.

2011-08-31T01:27:00.003+08:00

hellu guys!
so as the world knows, hari raya starts yesterday!
selamat hari raya, to all my muslim friends! maaf zahir & batin.
if there's any wrongdoings, please forgive me.

so my first day of shawal, aint really that well :(
i was having flu here and there + nose is like a running tap water + heavy migraine
+ having menses at this timing with pimple breakouts = not good at all.

there goes all my raya mood.
to add up to the awesome shit combo,
i was trying on the fake eyelashes but it doesnt seems to stick on my eylid.
and my whole eyelid is sticky which resulted in decolouring of eyeshadow.

and this year, we don't get to go to all eldery houses like how we used to every year,
as we're in a rush to go malaysia to celebrate our 10 hours of raya there.
of course, i cant deny that i do hope a lil of green packets from the elders.
even if its in RM, i still hope for it. but to the great disappointment, i received nothing.

except for the money given by my mama, brother & auntie.
(but thats in singapore! before we go malaysia! :( )

its okay, i still have today, which i'll be going to my dad's side.
but one thing for sure, they'll start talking javanese. haiyaaaa i fail my javanese la!
till then!

once again, enjoy your raya!

2011-08-21T23:44:00.003+08:00

i dont have the mood for everything, whatever i study doesnt seems to go in.
i cannot believe someone could really affect my whole mood this bad.

consider yourself lucky cause i dont even give a tiny chance to those whom likes me.
you have no slightest idea on how much i talked about you everyday.
you dont have the slightest idea how much i miss you each day.
sometimes, i keep on thinking and pondering whether i've made the right choice.

"Dear baby,
i know you will be sleeping like a cute little baby right now,
hugging your boalster or even more cute, hugging the bear. :)
i know its kinda late to send you goodnight msg but i cant sleep from just now.
baby, you made me smile by just standing right beside me.
you even made me smile the moment i saw you.
i dont know why, but i guess its been too long i never go out with you.
but its okay cause i understand and as long as we still contacting each other,
im okay :)
how i'd wish im beside you right now,
hugging you and watch you fall asleep at my shoulder.
and as soon as you wake up,
i'll give you one big hug so that you can start your day with a smile :)
i miss you sayang!
i miss everything!
and i will always love you dear! :)
as im typing this msg, i keep on smiling haha.
especially when i type, "how i'd wish" hahaha.
goodnight my love! remember, i will always love you! im going to sleep right now.
nights baby! muacks.
*hug you tightly!*"

this message never fail to make me :')

2011-08-19T13:32:00.003+08:00

hulllluuu (:

so yesterday, was one of my consultation days for marketing.
and having this class spirit, almost all my classmates came down for consultation.
so here's my awesomest of the awesome "crrrrrriqquuueeeeeeeee"

laramie, melvin, jeslin, jessica, not forgetting the one taking this photo, kimo AND.

not forgetting my bimbo lovelove, fyzah, who didn't came down for consultation >:(

so here's the park that we usually hang out be it 1st break, 2nd break and after school.

and i think im obsessed with my new tee. hehehe. and its a floral design!

my babies, without the bimbo one :(

kay, done!

and i miss this. dont you?

2011-08-18T00:59:00.004+08:00

hello lovelies ♥
so yes, my semester break ends on last monday! hehe happy girl.
but yeah, UT3's in a week yet im still delay-daleying, procastinating,
blogging when im supposed to be studying hard at this time. like a boss huh.
of course i am scared of the upcoming results,
but i just dont know what's the reason of me being lazy.
it must be you, laptop. >:( i shall breakup with you for a week!
but i can't live without twitter ):

so yeah, talking about last day of school, its also my formal day!
and i received this cute lil cupcakes by my baby fyzah.
its really cute and sweet and comel and gula k whatever.
but im battling with my lust for food after i've to hold the cupcake for one whole day.

alhamdulillah, i can overcome my lust-for-food.

ahhhh, hi meet my pretty ladies cum the coolest girls cum the hottest cum the bimbos
(except for me, the rest are bimbos)

from the left, Jessica, Fizah & Jesline :) love you all pretty girls.

and here's my class, W24N.
they really do left a great impact on me. you know after 15 weeks of being together,
skip class together, go jungle together, sick together, go for run together.
i just love this class spirit.

love you guys, and please make the chalet happen.

i love you & always will.

2011-08-15T21:10:00.003+08:00

hello readers :)

today is the last day of school sememster 1.
and we're supposed to wear formal, yes we did.
but the pictures are not out yet.

so ya, for now enjoy our webcam moments :)

2011-08-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

hello lovelies.
and so, yesterday marks the first day of fasting month.
so i can't eat so much like before.
im not as hyper as before in class.

but all think now,
be it morning, afternoon & in class.

sleep. yes!

ughhhh. sleeping now i guess.
will do a proper update soon.
muah muah.

2011-07-26T08:32:00.003+08:00

hello readers ♥

im kinda busy these few days with school and stuff.
rp's sucha bitch nowadays.
things getting harder and harder as days goes by.
im like cracking my brains out for every module.

i should have make my own stand and go for what im interested in, NAFA.
i've always wanted to be in theatre arts.
performing is just my thing.
if my daddy is still here, i would already be in SOTA.
sigh.

i take it as an obsticle given by Him,
and there's a good thing on why am i not in there.
till then, shall proceed back to my maths class.
=.=

2011-07-06T20:46:00.001+08:00

STOP GIVING ME FAT HOPES, FUCKAAAAA!

2011-06-27T10:44:00.002+08:00

WHY?!

2011-06-19T21:46:00.005+08:00

hello lovelies ♥
so today, the special day for all fathers.
happy fathers day to all fathers, especially to my dad.

ayah, happy fathers day.
i know you wont be able to hear me wishing you.
you wont be able to hear my rants about life.
you wont be able to see me again, of course its the most saddest part.
but thank god, you wont be able to see me cry.

its been four years ever since i last saw you.
its really different living without a father in a house.
why do you leave me too soon ayah?
why must you go without watching your pampered daughter grow in your eyes?
dont you want to see the boy i like? i showed mama, but she ignored me :(
who wants to "nikahkan" me, ayah? i still want you.
and im thin now ayah! im not fat anymore, im 53kg! did i win our bet? :P

you know, mama says i cant be pampered now.
she said im already old enough, i must learn to accept what i have.
thats not true, i still need a father to guide me through in this life.
i want to be a pampered girl, and i always want to be your pampered girl.
for my 13 years of life living with you, i've never been scolded.
even if mama scolded me, you were there to stand up for me.

but now, where are you ayah when i need you to stand up for me?
where are you when we're in the heat of the argument?
i miss having you around.
it feels weird, without having kisses on my forehead, cheeks & nose before going to school.
it feels weird when there's no one to ask me what i did today, what happened in school.
it feels weird without having you serenade me to sleep.
mama wont do it to me like how you did to me.
she said im too pampered, and i shall learn how to be like pipin & abang.
i hate life now ayah.
i really miss you alot. i really miss you.

happy fathers day. al-fatihah.
i ♥ you Mr Alias Abdul Ghani :'(

i know he cant read this, but at least i let it all out.

2011-06-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

hello lovely readers ♥
been falling really sick these few days, fever season huh?
so today i really look like a walking zombie to school,
no matter how much i ate, drink and stuff..
my face still look as pale as ever. -.-

so my purpose of this post is about.. confession. yeah.
it sucks being the apple of an eye of some people. no kidding.
it sucks when people says you're flirting when you dont.
it sucks when people says you're trying to attract them, when all you did is nothing.
it sucks knowing there's a lot waiting for you, but you're still here, waiting for someone.
it sucks when you cant find anyway to tell them that you're not interested.
it sucks to maintain the friendship, after they confessed to you.
it sucks when you rejected them for good,
and they call you a bitch after that for playing around with their hearts.

it really sucks to be in this situation, and no one can understand you.
it really sucks.

for you hashay,
you know that your own friend likes me.
how could you possibly betrayed him?
then what will he think about me?
oh god, i gave up.

2011-06-13T22:15:00.001+08:00

2011-06-09T00:55:00.010+08:00

hi readers.
as you guys know, im off to malacca and i just reached home yesterday.
and so, i was being approach by an awesome anonymous,
who asked three questions on my formspring.
im running outta patience, but i've to stay cool. ^^v

hello anonymous! this is my responses to you. enjoy (:

i've got nothing to say, anonymous. why must you even assume? tsk tsk.
do they know you? do i know you?
you know them more than i know them?
are you their friends or am i their friends?
stop assuming, and its better if you write your name after a question being asked :)

so to keep your mouth shut, this is a personal reply from, uhh. oops, MY FRIEND:

oh, the blanks in between antara aku dan kawan aku aje. tu kau tak payah tahu.
thanks and have a nice day.

2011-05-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

hello lovelies, can i have an angry post? just once, promise.

yes, the picture above, i assume some of you know its Richard Jansen.
so well here it goes to his fans out there.
first and foremost, i'll filter every of my words so that i won't hurt anyone in particular.

so hellu, Richard J's fans!
first thing first, its really uncouth of guys to edit pictures of him and his girlfriend.
look, im not trying to say anything here, but please think,
WHAT DO YOU FREAKING FEEL IF YOU'RE A SUPERSTAR'S GF
& EVERYONE EDITS RUDE PICTURE OF BOTH OF YOU?
to be honest, i cant tolerate this kind of nonsense. please have some respect.

that's richard's choice of having her as a girlfriend.
there's nothing you can stop, no matter how much you tried to please him,
in his eyes, its only her that he sees, not you guys.
so whats your problem with a plus size woman?
please, people deserve some respects.

thank you, thats the end of my angry post.

and for you gumuk,
don't ever try to quit school or i'll hate you forever.

2011-05-21T23:49:00.002+08:00

sorry for the bad quality photo.
its taken at night, by the way.

so here's a post for my dearest siti nur faezah reza ramdaniah :)

i know its really hard to swallow everything,
i know its really hard to forget everything,
i know how it feels, for someone's whom really attached for few years,
and then off they go within a blink of an eye.

i can't accept the reality cause im standing, staying strong because of you.
the reason of why am i here its all because of you.
i can't promise you i'll stay now.
even if i stay, its still because of you, as you've given me this trust to take care of uncle.

please don't cry.
we love you.
see, our hair are attached with one another.
so if you feel hurt, we too :(

2011-05-17T18:37:00.004+08:00

ma twin of da dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

okay, i do have fat arms so thats one of the reason i dont really favour sleeveless.

its a coincidence when we found out both of us are wearing the same.

cool, huh?

great mind thinks alike.

and yesterday, i hate to complain, but i dont get to watch fast 5 :(

all the 8:50pm, 9:30pm, 11:40pm shows are sold.

so left with 12:30am and i cant possibly watch that showtime. ah sucks.

but i still love the day though. its like.. a dream :)

2011-05-10T20:53:00.004+08:00

hello lovely blogreaders ♥
i know i haven't been updating for quite sometimes.
its not that im busy, its just that my "focal point" has convert to facebook all the time.
nyehehehe, sorry ya lovelies.

so yeah, my class have this habit of hacking into people's account,
when the person goes for their break.. its like a taboo hahaha.
and we kept on taking photos like 123456789 times. and i've become ONE of vainpots sia.
its a routine already.

here are my lovelies. but without jessicca :(

this bbygirl, fyzah, loves to take photos.
oh wait, can you see our photos being projected on the screen at the back? hehe.
this is aryanti, my science partner. wait, maths? yupp.
she's the fyzah #2. loves to take photo photo photo. maybe shall ask them to join digi eh!
this boy down here, is the retarded azly.
he's the vainpot in my class. and i SWEAR he is a vainpot.
every minute take pictures of himself.
and this bbygirl is hidayat's baby.
we went for the briefing for our IG and it a super waste of timeeeeeee.
and the poor ice-cream incident, only she knew it. phewww.
and just now, me meets pritpal! *shake butt*
its really sad to know he's half deaf, yet its super funnayyyee.
i was being squeeze, pinch, bullied by him just because i disturb him of being deaf. hahaha.
and lastly,
me misses this boy. my nextblockschoolmatefatboyslimgumukpartner.

yeah, couldn't deny that.
when you're next to me uh boy,

i feel like stuffing tissues into your mouth,

taking a masking tape and wrap your fats to keep it slim.

and feels like painting black on your act-cute but cute face.

but when you didn't come to school for a week plus, wahlao.
i felt different siulsz, gemok partner.
oh all the best for your post replugged audition ok, thats how far i can help you.
and all the best to me for audition tomorrow -.-
nights, love.

2011-05-02T23:20:00.004+08:00

people say we sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet uhhhhh. ^^

and meet my USA boyfriend down here.

IM INTO YOU, BABYYYYYYY.

2011-04-27T14:11:00.003+08:00

hellu lovelies ♥

school has been sucks and cool at times.
like now, im having marketing, its really cool la.
i ♥ my facilitator. BUT he actually wrote for my daily grade that, im too quiet in class. wtfuggggggg, he's kidding me and also everyone, ya.

so anyway, this is my partners for science :)

this one, my bbygirl. she didnt attend today's marketing lesson.
me is so sad, nobody to webcam with though we're just right infront of each other :(
okay, toodles.
gonna prepare for my presentation (:

2011-04-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

wooooooo ~ the best of the best so farrrrrr.
i wanna see your peacock cock cock, your peacock, cock, cock ~

2011-04-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

halu my lovely readers ♥
so today, at class, me learned "Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving"
its basically a new thing for me, but its..
fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun.
fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun.
fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun.
fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun.

k stop it.
rebecca black's song is really addictive O.O
so the picture up there, is my group members for today.
we were actually being grouped by animals. and we were DOGS.
hehehe. i ♥ the pichaaa because i make it. hahahaha!

okay i have to admit that i ♥ my class.
bye. no hot boys in school, but got aiman :D

2011-04-18T13:23:00.002+08:00

hi readers (:

meet my classmates.

say hi to fizah & larameeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2011-04-06T16:02:00.003+08:00

hey readers, i received the best advanced birthday presents :)

I was offered to be transferred to Technology Arts & Management.

I received a red flipflops.

It just takes you, just you to wish me & it'll complete my best birthday ever.

and hey boy,

im not working today & also tomorrow, please feel free to do your buskers.

i dont care now, like seriously. cant you ask me by yourself?

why must you pass the message around?

and why must you feel guilty if you meet me?

are you in the wrong?

oh, perhaps you did something wrong. you knew it yourself.

okay, my bad. i still do care about our friendship.

2011-04-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

somehow, i find this true. everything's about me.

lemme translate if ya'll dont know.

An individual that's hard to fall in love and picky in choosing our partner.
Always hide their emotions/feelings towards someone we love.
Hard to confess what's in our heart.
Needs attention.
Jealousy.
Faithful towards our partner.
Emotional and always get hurt easily.
Can keep a person's heart and can persuade.
Romantic and too romantic. (agree?)
Hard to move on even though we've been hurt.
Won't be unfaithful and really love our partner deeply.

so yeah. from tip to toe, thats explains who's liya alisyah.

xo. know me well, readers.

2011-04-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

Does she really know you like i know you, all the little things?

Does she really love you, like i love you, how can she compete?

If she makes me fight for you, die for you, would she do the same?

This is turning into way more than a game..

Now it feels like soldiers in a war and none of us are backing down,

And i will show you victory is mine before we leave this battleground,

Cause she don't wanna leave, and i don't wanna go,

And i know just how this battle goes,

She don't wanna leave and i don't wanna fight this kind of war.

So tell me what's the point of fighting?

Because we'll all end up with scars.

But boy if that's what i must go through,

then im not prepared to lose.

Cause i've already bled so much for you.

but, its over now, and im struggling each day w/o you :)

2011-03-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

SAW THAT SUCKAAAAAAAAAAAAASS?

the happiest moment in my life, thanks alot mister for the help (:

2011-03-17T02:16:00.005+08:00

halu lovelies ♥

as planned, i came to workplace early just to take the last shots with the girls.

as today will be their last day, so me ape lagi *mentel mode on*

amik amik gambar with them (:

my great girlfriend who knows exactly about my life. era natasha (:

me loves you alot. lets meet on the 21st okayyyy?

next, this is my kampung member tangkap jiwang hari-hari.

she's fatimah, my favourite kampung girl (:

okay no, her name is fadinah. nyehehe, sorry noh timah, tak sengajo.

fatimah ♥

yeap, as normaaal, i went straight to SOS after disturbing those girls.

alright people, after 5 months of working here,

lemme just show you, naaaaaaaaaa this is my workplace & my workmates! (:

yang ni, faezah. my girlfriend. wait, yesterday she's my girlfriend, today she's my boyfriend ♥

i ♥ you boyfriend (:

she loves taking her own photos and self-proclaim that she's cute.

alalalalalala, she is cute laa.

siti nur faezah reza ramdaniah samidi ♥

so here's my girls. (:

era and fadinah.

so this is it, my boyfriend people.she's my boyfriendddddddd (:

the ICs.

ni lagi satu kakak saya, Siti Nurraihanah (:

so guys,

whenever you workes with us, of course your boobs will be a prey for all of 'em.

if you think this is big,

you should see this, and if you think hers is bigger,

YOU SHOULD SEE THIS! THIS IS DA BOMB MAN!

siti nurraihanah ♥

my sistaaaaas.

this is iskandar (:

okay till thennnnnnn,

shall post more about digiphoto sooon!

i shall end this post with this photo of ours. (:

♥ you guys.

2011-03-17T02:08:00.003+08:00

im at the verge of giving up.

giving up on everything that i had.

i really had enough of it, just stop.

please be in my shoes. please.

2011-03-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

c'mon RP, can you make my life easier?

my life is already a bitch, you arse.

is there any other way for me to pay the fees?

like SAM machine or iNETs?

pleaseeeee, i dont want to go down all the way to RP just to pay fee.

like buang masa. seriously.

add to that, im not going to waste my ezlink fare just to go down there.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. fuck it.

2011-02-25T00:23:00.001+08:00

i miss you daddy.

if only you're still around to hear me rants.

if only you're still around to guide me, hear me bitch bout boys.

i just miss you. :(

2011-02-16T01:15:00.003+08:00

hello lovelies ♥

i've been very busy with chingay these few days, but somehow it worth my sweats!

woooooo, the day has finally over!

and i can go around telling people im free from now on! woot woot.

but don't forget, im still attached with sentosaaaaaa ~

okay, moving on. firstly, meet the hotties(not)

Qayyum & Hadad.

they're the best boys to joke & bitch around with.

they can be a girl & boy at the same time.

easy said, i can go gagagaga with them, from talking about dirty to sick things.

haha, isn't it the same?

next, meet girlgirl.

she's my scandal in chingay & i never fail to molest her.

eh, her boobs not bad, you know!

k takmo kacau. dia aku punyaaaaaaa.

this one, eemi gaga ♥

i don't know whats wrong with his eyes that day.

steam aje. tengok siapeeeeeeeee only.

so we retake & retake until its purr-fect.

like this!

ni, fieqah bonchbonch.

she got the tix for chingay through joyce.

bestfriend to be joyce ah.

thank you to babi & fatin for coming. i love you guys, but i love babi more.

i never get to save your photo with me because of some fb error.

don't blame me, blame the fb ;)

its the best day ever.

looking forward for next year's chingayyyyy.

xo,

liya.

2011-01-31T15:13:00.002+08:00

hello lovelies ♥

its already the end of january & i guess my new year resolutions are still not done.

the first of january, up till today, there's nothing else except problems.

hi problems, when can you come & go out of my life?

yes, recently the posting results of school has been released.

i don't get the into course that i want.

im really, really disappointed. but im trying my best to appeal.

lets say, if i don't get it after appealing, i still have to move on with the course im posted in.

i'll try my best to succeed.

work, has been real good to me. i don't feel like quitting when school starts.

im starting to love digiphoto, i love the workers there, a new life begins.

i mixed around with older people, and i begin to think differently.

but, because of my loyalty to work (MACAM FAHAM), i neglected netball. sedih :(

only today, i decided to go for the game,

but in the end ~ the game is cancelled because of the rain.

sigh. mesti ada halangan ke setiap tujuan aku. ape lah nasib.

dia lah, course lah, chingay lah, netball lah. lepas ni ape lagi? :(

till then.

member tengah sedih gile ni.

2011-01-26T02:10:00.005+08:00

im sorry for the less updates.

i've been very busy with work and chingay.

(i really hope next month's pay is real good so all my hardwork is payed off)

if not, i rather stay at home doing my household chores,

and asked my mum for tips each time. ^^

moving on..

hi babies,

yesterday's work really gave me a pinch to wake up.

i can't believe i did cried during work but nevertheless, i learnt something new.

in life, i can never get what i want.

i must face humiliations, rejections, just like what musical taught me once. :)

imma strong girl, and i believe that.

like what uncle james told me, "whats his name ah? oh ask him go fly his own kite!"

hahahahaha. one moment im sad, another moment..

IM HAPPY LIKE HELL LAH. *points down*

don't he really look like corbin bleau?!

i was super shocked when i edited the picture.

so i was like "dinah! dekni macam si chad high school musical siol! handsome!!"

so the tour guide actually overheard my conversation & told him.

you know what he do? *meltsssss*

he actually came to me, shook hands & said "liya, love you!"

WAHLAO CANNOT HOLD ON ALREADY.

so i jumped around oscar & hugged uncle james telling him about this guy.

almost all the guest were looking & smiling at me because of my actions.

so uncle james was like, "see one go, another one come"

hahaha. i love you lah uncle :)

and while blogging, i was approached by this perumal karuppan.

SAYANG HOTAK KAU LA. KAU FIKIR AKU APA. BABI.

till then.

2011-01-16T01:55:00.002+08:00

hi readers.

to be honest, i really miss musical.

and i miss aiman too.

2011-01-10T21:12:00.003+08:00

hi, yeah. i know i haven't been blogging since december.

im very busy with work and chingay.

i just update myself more at twitter. :]

sorry babiesxsxsxsx.

so, a happy belated new year everyone!

and for those taking o's result & passed,

congratulations!

for my side, i don't really do that well. its really disappointing.

because my kaypoh aunties & uncles non-stop comparing me with other.

shit all of you.

i know im stupid, but i really tried my best to get this far.

so fuck off. thank you :)

2010-12-22T19:55:00.002+08:00

halu dear readers (:

how's your weekend so far?

for me, work kept me busy this week, a hectic week i shall say.

so do you recognize the man in red up there? *points up*

YES, HE'S ISAAC FROM VOGUELICIOUS. (:

he's one of the actors of Songs Of The Sea,

which is where im working now.

to think it through, i wanted to shift from Song Of The Sea's photographers,

to the Song Of The Sea's talents.

so i can meet isaac every working day :>

not only that, but you imagine the rate is $15 per hour?!

instead of what im working now, $5 per hour.

furthermore, their job is to entertain people & usually they'll get an applause after that.

but me, i don't get an applause for my work. instead, a humiliation.

what a job.

but so far so good though *thumbs up*

i luv my job because my angels, Baizura & Irra,

are always there for me & they'll make my day.

you know what girls, i love you ♥

2010-12-15T23:43:00.005+08:00

halu readers.

as from the picture itself, you people might know already.

yes, im pissed. and i feel like going straight to his face and dig his balls.

to sum it all up, i have a last-minute job today,

which i seriously dont have the shirt, pants and shoes.

but my boss called me and said, he prepared everything for me already.

dont want or want, i still have to work cause there's not enough people.

the first show, the flashgun was spoilt.

and i can only take pictures of the dark.

i was kinda pissed as i only get to take a total of 3 pictures.

kental pe liya?

second show, this is which my mood became from bad, to WORST.

there's this china chinese which actually spit vulgarities to me.

but hey, i flagged them so politely lah!

what gives them the fucking rights to fucking spit vulgarities to me?

get the facts right, fucker.

first, you're in other people's country.

learn how to respect people before earning other people's respect.

second, respect the limits.

i know you're my customer, but this doesnt gives you the right to actually scold me.

wait, not just normal scolding, but maki mak bapak. sial pa?

right infront of everybody, and embarrassed me?

lantak ah kau betol ke tak tapi memang aku tak puas hati.

third, speak nicely.

if you fucking dont want, you can just fucking say "no"

there a NO need for your uncouth words, you fucking know that?

because of you, i dont have the fucking mood to continue taking photos.

if you wanna complain, by all means.

cause i know my boss will stand by me.

FUCK YOU _|_

(best kene fuck you dari aku tadi?)

2010-12-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

HALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ♥

i sound really happy today cause its my first year with baby! ^^

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY BABY!

the previous year, when he asked me to be his girlfriend, the venue was at botanic garden.

so this year, we went there to relive all the memories we had for the past year.

and we decided to do some picnic, only the both of us ♥

as im writing all these, i can't stop smiling over yesterday's celebration.

macam awww so sweet gitu kau, baby.

we talked about how he asked me to be his girlfriend,

we talked about the swans which we named them Ben & Jerry.

we talked shits, flower, trees, bees.

so we actually took photos of ourselves to kill boredom.

which this cheebye dog actually took my photo when actually im asking him for help.

"baby, dalam bag you bawak ape? nak tengok!"

yang aku ni terlampau bodoh sangat sampai masukkan kepala dalam bag dia.

*dah puas tengok, terus kluarkan kepala*

"ahhhh baby, my hair stuck dengan zip dia. b tolong!!"

but he just relax one corner, laughing at me. _|_

realising that my hair came to loose,

i was actually irritated by the hair spray which i actually sprayed my hair SO HARD,

that i think my fringe wont came to loose.

bodoh nye hairspray. tak gune, nak buang ahhh.

then i realised this cheebye baby ♥ of mine took my photos.

i asked him to take my photo when im smiling, but in total he took 9 photos of my action.

sial betol.

and then.. we decided to take more photos of ourself.

and more,

and more..

and.. he find an idea to take this photo, which we have to kerokan mata kite.

and eventually, its our profile picture at our facebook.

all thanks to his stupid plus step cute idea.

so after a nong nong nong nong picnic,

we make a move & have our supper at LJS until we're being told to get out of the restaurant.

though yesterday wasn't a good whether day,

and the place we 'check-in' is still wet despite we sitting on our mat,

but it could be so fun that without realising the time was already 9pm,

and we're still there, picniking.

i totally had fun yesterday, babyboy.

and i ♥ the gift,

and i ♥ you (:

end (:

2010-12-07T13:33:00.003+08:00

halu readers ♥

im sorry if i've been posting very late because..

i've got myself a job at Sentosa and so far, so good! \m/

but the only problem which is inevitable, the workers are very very very flirty.

ESPECIALLY MY BOSS, he's the chief among all chiefs there.

one example, when im wearing my nametag (nametags must be placed at your left chest)

my boss said, "eh liya come! i'll help you with this! im very pro you know!"

i told everything to baby and he asked me to quit my job immediately.

hahaha, baby takut. sayang jugak kau kat aku eh. :P

my work went really smooth, not until i find an ultra rude costumer.

i approached her in a very sweet plus step cute plus friendly manner you know!

you know what reply i got? (dah marah ni)

she turned away, and bloody continue to eat plus have the tsk sound some more,

as if im blocking her view. but wait, the show haven't even started lah!

butoooooooooooooooooo.

next customer,

i approached her with only, "Hi mdm....."

and she cut off my conversation by saying a short, simple and rude NO.

i tried to convince her again by saying, "No mdm, this is a service...."

and again, she cut my conversation by saying,

"I SAID NO MEANS NO!"

fuck you fuck you fuck you. i hope you'll get fucked by a taxi driver when you got home.

after my work,

i met this boy of mine ♥

i told him everything that happened in my workplace.

we exchanged stories and he told me how pissed he was with his customers too.

im so relieved after i told him everything.

and in the conversation itself, when he's burning hot pissed,

i managed to cool him down and he laughed!

he said, "thats why i carik you because i know you can make my day"

AWWWWW i know im a good girlfriend and you must appreciate me!

soon, the universal studio will be our next outing kay baby (:

dah, cukup. takleh banyak cerita.

nak mandi, nak pergi kerjaaaaaaa. bye!

2010-12-05T14:23:00.003+08:00

HI BABY (:

do we look cute in the picture above? ^^

we talked on the phone somewhere around last week about food.

and baby, trust me, i'll be a good chef when you marry me.

as since you hate tempeh but i really love it,

so everyday, i'll sacrifice my sweats to search for freshly-baked tempeh to cook for you.

since baby, you're really really really skinny like papan,

after you marry me, you won't regret cause i'll make you look like taugeh then. (:

AM I SWEET, BABY?! HAHAHAHA.

so hurry up, masuk minang!

i dah lamaaaaaaaaaaaa tunggu, kalau tak, orang lain amek i baru tahu.

and baby, four more days to our first! ^^

2010-11-29T12:41:00.002+08:00

i really want to cry my whole heart out.

im just tired of life.

i guess, if im out of this country, it would be for my best.

what i really feel right now is, i have no one.

no one that can be there for me.

i've been so patient all these while, that people can step on my head easily.

let me tell you first,

you may not know me now.

cause i'll be a total different person,

i'll be egoistic and selfish.

i'll be impatient and rude.

i'll prioritize myself before anything.

get to know me. bye.

2010-11-28T13:48:00.006+08:00

hi, as usual, im sorry for posting a lil bit late.

because.. im enjoying myself @ cameron highland.

well, one thing to say,

its a good place to relax your mind especially after exams.

and the whether there, masyaallah! freaking coldzzz you know.

i didnt expect the whether will be that cold actually.

ahhhhh i dont wanna talk much, so *click here*

and the picture will do the talking ^^

bye!

2010-11-19T09:31:00.001+08:00

please promise me what you wrote.

2010-11-19T07:03:00.003+08:00

PROM NIGHT WAS.. AWESOME! yay -.-

it was just some kind of normal party.. not really that grand though.

maybe because this year's badge wasn't really gerek but at least tak step gerek.

it made my day goooooooooood because of this people.

meet my besties;

Fatin, my ketot girlfriend.

Mok, my heels-pecah-partner.

Shah, my superboy.

Mandok, my cuteboy.

and last,

Aiman, my babyboyyyyy. :)

without them,

i think my day won't be that good as im leaving Singapore in 2 hours time.

but of course, the rest too.

without all of you, this prom night won't happened.

i love all of you, but i love aiman more.

2010-11-15T11:21:00.002+08:00

k, aku nak perasan sendiri. takmo potong steam aku.

bruno mars, will you marry me?

i promise you i'll be a good wife, good cook, good cleaner.

and i'll promise you, you'll have great pleasure on bed.

i promise you that i'll be three piece after you marry me.

i promise you'll live happy ever after with me.

if you have nothing to do, i'll make you some pleasure y'know.

think twice, cause im gonna be the best candidate for your wife list. ^^

2010-11-09T17:14:00.002+08:00

Happy 11th monthsary, baby.

I've never been crazy in love before you came into my life.

You have affected me like no one else ever has.

You’ve made me feel like I’ve never felt before.

I feel like a small girl who thinks about you all the time.

When I am not with you, I want to be.

When I am with you, I just cant get enough of you.

I don't care how much you've hurt me.

I don't care on how much you lied or cheated on me.

But that's life, isn't it?

My whole world has been turned upside down now.

Its terrible and its wonderful, and I hope it never ends,

because loving you is the greatest thing thats ever happened to me.

You're still my best after all.

I love you.

2010-11-02T16:06:00.003+08:00

well i can't find any picture to describe you, princess.

i searched for emo dog, but i got an emo cow somehow.

so yes, my definition of you is simple. jealousy & a dog.

oh wait, am i supposed to call you, emo pwincess or emo ffwweeaakk?

(is that how you spell it?)

personally, i told my reader few years back, that i hate,

i repeat, i HATE, sharing personal problems in my blog.

i ain't a type who fight then blogged about it.

i would, if only this person gets on my nerve by telling grandma stories in her blog.

and wooooo, i was right.

well readers, let me tell you the history.

when i was in primary school, i never dare to act big

or minahspeak.. step besar, step macam faham.

i didn't know which part of my kental-ness is the step step thingy?

truthfully, you all must see my face when i was in primary school.

so this girl, going around telling my ex-schoolmate that im like that in primary school.

like hello miss, for goodness sake, if you wanna tell grandma fairytale stories,

please eh, last warning, tell to the ones who are not in the same school as me.

who knows, they might believe you?

but right now, you're telling to the one who knows me that im ultra kental.

so this girl, going around telling people whom i always tie their hair,

she told them that i pulled her hair?!

well, listen here, whoever who asks me to tie their hair,

i've given them a warning that it might hurt.

i remembered telling her that & you know what's her reply? "takpe, aku okay lah."

and she even wrote me a song you know, readers. how sweet is that ♥

a brief of that song,

she thinks that im the one stealing her friends,

and i showed them fake attitude.

now, who's the fake, you tell me?

i don't boast around telling people "im rich, i live in a 4-room flat,

my things are all Levi's, my father is a housing agent & a boss of Levi's company."

if i wanna boast, i can just boast around you know.

but one thing for sure, what you boast are just small pieces to me <:

and one thing, if you said im a bitch,

now let see who is the bitch kay, dearest princess. wait, pwincess?

i don't make out with my boyfriend in a cupboard in class.

i don't make out at void deck & was caught by my mr gabriel 3 times.

surprise how i would know all these? thanks gabriel.

i don't let my boobs & my dignity to a person easily.

how much did hey pay you, huh?

do you even think your friends like you?

love you muah muah muah.

thank you for writing me a song.

you're the sweetest dog ever, sweeter than my own boyfriend ♥

2010-10-27T10:25:00.002+08:00

i know you love playing with my hair band, baby.

you can have it if you want, okay?

but promise me you will be straight. no senget-senget? (:

i know i can't cheer you up.

i know i ruined your mood sometimes.

i know im not the one who can motivates you to go further.

but im telling you now, i'll be the one who stands beside you.

i'll be the one who supports whatever you'll do.

it huts me & you last night, but i know today's gonna be a brand new day.

insyaallah, if you've studied, im sure you'll pass okay?

you are smarter than me, baby.

okay, if you win me in o'levels,

universal studio's on the house okay?

i love you.

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cause you're amazing, just the way you are. :)

2010-10-19T14:04:00.002+08:00

the witness to the start of our relationship.

you left, i right kay? ♥

2010-10-16T14:46:00.004+08:00

Dear aiman,

i know you're gonna read this some day.

thank you for seeing my face for four years.

i don't have any experience in having relationships, of course, you're my first.

ever since in secondary one, you're always the hero in my heart.

i don't know which part of you caught my eye.

cause trust me, you look totally horrible back in 2007.

this feeling stays and grew stronger until now, where im officially yours.

this is my story of life.

look again, how neneh you look last time.

i still remembered i called you neneh because i like it.

i lied to you by telling you that i like aneh whereas its actually referring to you.

i still remembered how much you don't want me to be your girlfriend,

because at that particular day, i dated five guys at one go.

but on that day itself, that was where i fell in love with you all over again.

no matter how horrible you look like, you're always my hero.

i remembered a time where i told shah about me liking you since sec 1.

i agree, his mouth can't shut huh?

he actually told you first, and you, being as dumb as you can,

pretend that you don't know anything, and asked me who i like.

it was so embarrassing, that my face turns red the next morning i saw you in school.

everything changes, right after you sent me home on a particular day,

and i held you back, and said "i love you" to you.

that was my scariest day ever.

time passed, and we're dating. soon after, i remembered a day,

a memorable day where you were sweating like hell just to ask me to be yours..

well, let me tell you something.. without you, im incomplete.

you were the one who created this smile on my lips,

you were the one who created this joy on my face.

there were too many sweet memories in us, and of course, in a r/s there's always ups & downs.

im never a perfect person, there's always something not right.

but i know, its all a lesson for me to take.

i will never gave up on you, and i'll try to keep us together, forever.

you must know that you're my best, baby.

you know whether im smiling or frown over the phone, you guess it right all the time.

you know when im mad, and you never fail to make me smile.

you know what's my weaknesses, but you never know what the strength within me.

now, let me tell you, its you.

you're the one who keeps me strong until today,

and im so proud to be your girlfriend. there's too many things for me to type,

but i know, people around us know how sweet you treated me all these while.

thank you my handsome boy.

i love you alot <3

xo, LA.

2010-10-16T13:05:00.010+08:00

so umm, sorry for not updating this dusty blog for.. 18 days.

HAHAHAHA. sorry lah, busy with schools.

so yes, before graduation night,

me together with shazilla, uff & farhan went bowling ^^

AND LOOK AT THE SCORE! IT SEEMS THAT IM THE HIGHEST EH, FARHAN?

so i did a lil walking after years of not walking around there.

and i found this! :)

its my daddy's locker which its taken over by my brother now.

i miss him, which i shed tears right after i found this.

though i was in pain, dizzy & a lil of migraine,

i still show my best not to cry.

so i reached school a lil late,

after i found my seat, i received a letter from lovel.

its really touching i tell you, i cried right after i read that.

choon hian, the tall man.

mr lim,

thank you for the surprise montage you made for our class.

you're really cruel.

until you've got the whole hall laughing at me. thanks eh.

LIYA-na <3

my tallest giraffe.

may we still be close friends in the future.

writing lyrics together, and gossip together :)

mr lim zhong han <3

nur hafizah binte jufri, my madu <3

Mr Khaidir,

this is my best of the best teacher i've got in my life.

he gave me confidence, encouragement & love.

he teaches me physics, and from a F9 student, now, an A1 student.

once, he told me that he believed me that i can do well.

and because of him, i really did.

thank you mr khaidir for your guidance.

mr khaidir: "eh asal ni nangis? takde orang mati lah kat sini."

the 4-7 kiddos.

cikgu irda, the best female teacher ever <3

we've gone through the same thing in our life,

and we understand each other very well.

she said,

"liya, skarang kita dah bukan anak murid dengan cikgu. tapi kite dah macam kakak dan adik"

i love you cikgu.

this is my gayboys. they've been with me for four years in regent.

and i hope we'll still be bestfriends in the future, aight?

i love you guys.

the boys.

this one, my bestfriend for four years & boyfriend for almost a year.

thank you for tolerating my nonsense all these while.

wait, there's a special post for you later kay baby? :)

WE'RE FINALLY EX-REGENITES!

wynne, fatin & me.

babyboy <34-7 with Mr Tan KK.
MR NG HOT SIA! (NHS) i called him that, instead of Mr Ng Herk Siang.

the netball girls who've been with me for three years <3aku tahu tak glam sia amek gambar tepi tong sampah. HAHA.
oscar ooi jun hao (:
fonzie's girlfriend.

this boy, pritpal.

he always disturbed me 24/7 & this means he's not gonna disturb me anymore after this.

i remembered how much i was in pain because of this gundu.

and stop it eh,

dont disturb me with shahmel lah please.

my musical casts.

im standing in the middle of my bestfriends since sec one.

of course, we're finally out from regent.

that's a good news.

that night, it was the best night ever.

i love you guys.